Im am slowly coming to the realization that i like many other people have been put on earth to hear people talk. dont get me wrong i love to hear to listen and to recall what people said and how they were feeling when they said it. i just feel that venting to another is not a valid choice and screaming into a null void such as this only tips the iceberg in the wrong direction... i mean what good is it to cry in an epty room with no one around to express what you are feeling... to many times have i done that and all it does is bottle up what ever is inside me. I have to many filled spaces to continue off loading peoples problems into me. there are times when i feel like i curl up and hide in the corner and just be there foever. there is one problem with that ... to me emotions are like a drug that i am to attached to let go. but hay people have there place and i am learning to love mine because the people around me love me for who i am and i LOVE the people in my lif and all who cross my path even my enemies. weird right. this feeling is flowing out of me like water and i cant hold back how much i love every one right now... i thought this was going to be a depressing journal but hay what do you lol. i mean come on there is no better reason not to feel happy and care free right i mean come on i have a wounderful girlfrind who makes me happy just to be within a few feet of her or even hear her voicei mean what better love is there than that. thenere is my nuckle head brothers Q and sticks and they fall into the right place as brothers as usual and the puzzle comes right back together and the sun comes out and there you have the prduct of what potentialy is a perfict day and the only reason i say potentaily is because YOU and ME.. WE arent there sao come on follow me out in to the day i mean right now im going to lay in the grass and feel what life realy loves about me... so are you jus going to stand in that door way or behind this laptop that your reading this on come on ... im waiting for you outside. so step outside and smile because life is good reguardless of any situation you are in right now